a precious soul

the world lost a precious soul today... at least i got a chance to say goodbye.

standing next to her bed, her stoic presence still filling the room, and yet we were hollow inside.

my head begins to throb from holding back so many tears. now was not the time... wait til you get in the car... just a few more steps...

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i did not want this to be a depressing blog about death, breakups and heartache... but it is the only thing i know right now.

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so here i am. riding home. crying silent tears under my hat in the backseat. thinking back to all of the goodbyes i have had to say... and i am the worst with goodbyes... so why should i have to say so many?

i tell my self to be strong.

i love you and that is all that matters. take care. i will see you soon.

xoxo
carsyn