Heart

if I showed you your heart

would you recognize it?

Or would you be too scared to accept 

That broken down, torn up, piece of meat?

I hope, with all of my might,

That if you ever see your heart,

You will see it for the heart that it really is.. 

Gold, warm, and beautiful.

We were sitting...

..in my car. That "all weather" type of song was on 

and it was just you in your grass-stained shoes, 

and me in my Chaco sandals. 

I wanted to hold your hand and I could tell you wanted to hold mine.

So we ventured out of the car on the crisp afternoon,

The kind where you can almost feel the winter

Speeding toward you.

We stuffed our chilly hands

Deep into our pockets.

We walked down that long

Winding

Dirt road

Until we practically forgot the world.

That was when you held my hand.

But it was still cold so we stuffed it into my coat pocket.

I couldn't remember how we got there...

All I knew,

Was that I was just existing with you.

If you really knew me // REVEAL

hi.
my name is addie spencer.
i love driving.
i don't usually hang out with other people.
and i enjoy spending time in really comfy clothes.

if you really knew me, you would know that my sister and i used to be enemies but now we are inseparable.
my brother and i are just the opposite.

if you really knew me, you would know that i am scared of being alone...
especially when it gets dark and my mind starts to wander...
and i get a bit nervous...

if you really knew me, you would know that when i buy clothes, they all tend to be similar in color... and that i prefer gold jewelry to silver.

i may be plain on the outside but my soul is a neon-pinkish-blackish-gold.
and it eeks out all of the colors my words wish to bleed.

if you really knew me, you would know that i love getting cute notes
and that i feel more comfortable hanging out with boys...
than girls.

if you really knew me, you would know that i feel as though i am digging to the bottom of my soul... but i know i am only scratching the surface...

this is me i guess
...enjoy :)